270518 (Day 1) - Grandma's Gold
270518 (Day 1)
What would you do if you realize that your mum/ dad would not be around you in a few years time/ or even sooner than expected.
For me I choose to escape the truth. Escape from reality and just want to believe that everything will be alright she will be cured and last another few years to be with us.
I admit that I am a emotional person, too emotional to a certain extend that it hinders me to think objectively and clearly.
Reason why I would like to start writing here: to be able to express myself and collect all my thoughts as my tears will just start flowing if I were to speak to someone.
Goal: a record book: to all the good and bad that may come. I want to record all the memories that I may left to enjoy with you ♡
Day 1 - Grandma's Gold
Mum went around asking for a solution to make useful something out of the small jewelry which my grandma have left behind to be equally split among her 5 granddaughter.
Conclusion: she brought back 5 gold sleek looking rings ^.^ I manage to squeeze pass my fats and it fell nicely onto my ring finger and I decided to wear it on my right from now on.
Mum advice:
1.Family Decision
In order to keep the family sane, decision for parents or family shall only be make my children sitting down tgt and conclude. Avoid having the other half to come in to interrupt, they can suggest and advice but ultimate say should be from the children.
2.Parents will always be there to help
If 1 passed away, who will be taking care of the other. Will you move back in, will you ask them to move to your house? If you are in need they will always be there. But when they are in need will you be there ?
I cried so badly at the thought of she may not be there. All I want now is to give birth so that she can see her grandchildren and play with them ♡
How do I think of achieving that? Because I came from a very traditional family proper process should be propose. Buy a house. Married. Goal. But I am just an average kid and han (poor guy who I am forcing him to do what I want :D) is also quite average.
It's a weighing session that is in my head, we should only focus on 1 at a time to not kill ourselves, marriage and a short holiday (our parents should be able to help on that for abit)
Baby or house first?
My goal is my utmost priority now more than ever...):
To be continued..
What would you do if you realize that your mum/ dad would not be around you in a few years time/ or even sooner than expected.
For me I choose to escape the truth. Escape from reality and just want to believe that everything will be alright she will be cured and last another few years to be with us.
I admit that I am a emotional person, too emotional to a certain extend that it hinders me to think objectively and clearly.
Reason why I would like to start writing here: to be able to express myself and collect all my thoughts as my tears will just start flowing if I were to speak to someone.
Goal: a record book: to all the good and bad that may come. I want to record all the memories that I may left to enjoy with you ♡
Day 1 - Grandma's Gold
Mum went around asking for a solution to make useful something out of the small jewelry which my grandma have left behind to be equally split among her 5 granddaughter.
Conclusion: she brought back 5 gold sleek looking rings ^.^ I manage to squeeze pass my fats and it fell nicely onto my ring finger and I decided to wear it on my right from now on.
Mum advice:
1.Family Decision
In order to keep the family sane, decision for parents or family shall only be make my children sitting down tgt and conclude. Avoid having the other half to come in to interrupt, they can suggest and advice but ultimate say should be from the children.
2.Parents will always be there to help
If 1 passed away, who will be taking care of the other. Will you move back in, will you ask them to move to your house? If you are in need they will always be there. But when they are in need will you be there ?
I cried so badly at the thought of she may not be there. All I want now is to give birth so that she can see her grandchildren and play with them ♡
How do I think of achieving that? Because I came from a very traditional family proper process should be propose. Buy a house. Married. Goal. But I am just an average kid and han (poor guy who I am forcing him to do what I want :D) is also quite average.
It's a weighing session that is in my head, we should only focus on 1 at a time to not kill ourselves, marriage and a short holiday (our parents should be able to help on that for abit)
Baby or house first?
My goal is my utmost priority now more than ever...):
To be continued..
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